i'll take care of you.

A change in your daily routine puts you in front of someone you need to know better.


That's my horoscope for today.

It all started with a chair ( I need to stop quoting Juno)

So here's what I'm thinking, if I can quit buying packs of cigarettes, and going from 10-15 a day, to one, and eventually to none- then I can do what I always am bad at doing and that's working out.

I've discovered a new way of doing it so I'm not bored out of my skull, I'll put a workout video on and then make a pumpin mix on my ipod and just mute the tv and listen to the music while I work out, might work, I'll give it a shot.

I'm trying to get in shape, and look shexy.
Done.

808's and heartbreaks

-kanye's new album
- running, daily.
- hip/hop dance classes each tuesday.
- holiday shopping and preparation
-lots of broken social scene

aka, my life lately.

it's 1-2-3, 1-2-3 keep it up!

Once again, Everytime I Die- never cease to amaze me when I see them live. They are my stress release.
I did bring my camera, got up front took a few photos of a band called Stick to Your Guns, they were pretty good live, I couldn't get pictures of Everytime I Die because it got too crazy in there and I wanted to go nuts instead of photographing. Here's two pictures I liked from Stick to Your Guns.







In other words, I can really thank a certain heartless person for doing what he has done to me because honestly it's one more thing in my life that just made me stronger, and made me grow from. I've picked up running again, cutting back on the cigarettes, I'm starting a hip hop dance class at Towson December 4th, it's one night a week.
I've been playing my keyboard a lot lately, writing more music, discovering more bands, and researching about more music.
I've been meeting new people and i've been keeping busy.
So thank you, for screwing me over with not even an explanation because I'm slowly realizing how great life can be and how much stronger I am as a person, so thanks for fucking me over, because it's done great things for me.

Shine on you crazy diamond.

it's been a while! Guess i just haven't had really outstanding news since I came back from New York everything has been pretty dull, that Monday I got back I pretty much spent the week alone by personal choice I really needed it, I needed time to think. I feel like New York will always have my heart and when I feel ready to leave here, you will find me there, you can count on it, I just don't know when I'll be ready.

Here's one or two pictures from New York, but I took over 200.





In other news, I met someone, and pretty much had the most amazing weekend in a while last week. I don't need to explain anymore. There's just one bigggg smile on my face.

No more updates right now!

i remember you well, in the chelsea hotel

four day countdown . . . can't wait for new york.

everything I seeeeeee.

When I go to New York in exactly one week, I just want to sit in front of Times Square with a guitar and play this song over and over again.

Go to this site http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=39834200 scroll down to One Tree Hill Sessions and select "I want something that I want" - that song.

For now I can just count down one week until we can finally be there, I know it's only for two days but I've missed New York so much, it's going to just be wonderful.

Oh! PS, We're staying here!

this december, it's one more; and i'm free.

see you two later tonight (:

forever and ever, let's make this last forever.

i missed this, a lot. I missed those people.
(with lots of Blink 182 included)

(:

dun dun dun!

finally got that haircut i've been needing.

mrs.musician

(1:31:22 PM): you are going to marry a musician
(1:32:18 PM): you are mrs. music

thanks William
(:

and I can't wait, to see you again.

i'll be seeing you tonight-



and i'll be seeing you in just a few short weeks-


can't wait, can't wait.

give a little love

it's nice to finally see autumn again, it's been too long.
(lately....









86 days until Christmas.. if you knew me you'd know why i'm already counting down, Christmas is kinda my thing.

ps- Noah and the Whale (on repeat)

I know that feeling, when you meet someone and within the first five minutes you know you're crazy about them.
Maybe my standards are too high or maybe i'm setting the bar far out of reach for myself.
but I know how wonderful that feeling feels; and that's what I'm holding onto, that's what I want.

I don't want a mixed feeling/unsure/relationship.
I want that feeling I've had once before, please don't tell me it's just a one time thing.

I think Sanam and I can both agree here.

cat, i'm a kitty cat and i dance dance dance

My cats are too cute for words, look at them holding paws as I would call it.
I guess I'm a mean mommy for dressing my cats up, but I can't help it.
Yes I dress my cats up.











This one on the other hand.. doesn't do clothes, as well.

making a toga is not easy.

Last night was Toga Night down in Fell's Point, all in all a great night minus the whole TAKING OVER TWO HOURS TO GET READY. Sorry, phew, let me just say I feel bad for those damn Romans, it literally took us over and our to both get our toga's on to the point that they would stay up, look cute, and cover everything that doesn't need to be showing. I have a few pictures (:

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nothing to say

No matter how much I try to block someone out of my life, they find a way to pry back in and be nosy and stick there nose where it does not belong, God I wish everyone would get their "own life"

Can you make this thing private? Anyone know?

because you're only 21 once.

all in all a GREAT birthday. That's all I'm saying in a nutshell, I only took a few photos before I left.










(:

sillywilly photographs

I just thought that photo was silly; I curled my hair too!

and you can't leave these slippers out, they needed a post. Haha

a fresh start, and a big birthday

I woke up to 7 text messages saying "happy 21st!"-it was great.

Today is my 21st birthday, and so far it's been wonderful. I feel like this is a new stepping stone in my life

In a way I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders by letting go of some things that I felt we're dragging me down. I can honestly say I feel so much better, and happier, I know it and I feel it, and that's all that matters. I have a different outlook on life now, I have people in my life (not many) but a few that mean the so much to me. I've learned the meaning of "independence" and "being yourself" I've grown up, that's how I've changed, I've grown up. I'm realizing the real meaning of life, the high school stage, the high school scene and everything else it out. I'm not saying I'm so much better then everyone else, because that's not it at all. It's just a matter of, with life comes changes, some people take to these changes quicker then others, some people take some time with it. I've realized some things earlier then other's; which is why I'm a different person. And I'm happy.

Tonight will be cute. Everyone and I are going down to Fell's Point to a few bars to celebrate. It will be a great time. I love my dress, I love my shoes. I wanted to bring my new camera downtown with me but it's too big, I'm scared of losing it, and who brings a big camera to a bar. It's just silly. I'll bring the small one. 

I got a new tattoo. It's a song by a band called Sigur Ros. 

The song title is called "Glosoli" which means Glowing Soul in Icelandic (:

-i have a lot of photos of updates. I'll load them soon

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