Sunday, September 21, 2008

a fresh start, and a big birthday

I woke up to 7 text messages saying "happy 21st!"-it was great.
Today is my 21st birthday, and so far it's been wonderful. I feel like this is a new stepping stone in my life

In a way I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders by letting go of some things that I felt we're dragging me down. I can honestly say I feel so much better, and happier, I know it and I feel it, and that's all that matters. I have a different outlook on life now, I have people in my life (not many) but a few that mean the so much to me. I've learned the meaning of "independence" and "being yourself" I've grown up, that's how I've changed, I've grown up. I'm realizing the real meaning of life, the high school stage, the high school scene and everything else it out. I'm not saying I'm so much better then everyone else, because that's not it at all. It's just a matter of, with life comes changes, some people take to these changes quicker then others, some people take some time with it. I've realized some things earlier then other's; which is why I'm a different person. And I'm happy.

Tonight will be cute. Everyone and I are going down to Fell's Point to a few bars to celebrate. It will be a great time. I love my dress, I love my shoes. I wanted to bring my new camera downtown with me but it's too big, I'm scared of losing it, and who brings a big camera to a bar. It's just silly. I'll bring the small one. 



I got a new tattoo. It's a song by a band called Sigur Ros. 
The song title is called "Glosoli" which means Glowing Soul in Icelandic (:

-i have a lot of photos of updates. I'll load them soon

<4

No comments: