Monday, September 29, 2008

I know that feeling, when you meet someone and within the first five minutes you know you're crazy about them.
Maybe my standards are too high or maybe i'm setting the bar far out of reach for myself.
but I know how wonderful that feeling feels; and that's what I'm holding onto, that's what I want.

I don't want a mixed feeling/unsure/relationship.
I want that feeling I've had once before, please don't tell me it's just a one time thing.

I think Sanam and I can both agree here.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

cat, i'm a kitty cat and i dance dance dance

My cats are too cute for words, look at them holding paws as I would call it.
I guess I'm a mean mommy for dressing my cats up, but I can't help it.
Yes I dress my cats up.











This one on the other hand.. doesn't do clothes, as well.


Friday, September 26, 2008

making a toga is not easy.

Last night was Toga Night down in Fell's Point, all in all a great night minus the whole TAKING OVER TWO HOURS TO GET READY. Sorry, phew, let me just say I feel bad for those damn Romans, it literally took us over and our to both get our toga's on to the point that they would stay up, look cute, and cover everything that doesn't need to be showing. I have a few pictures (:









Tuesday, September 23, 2008

nothing to say

No matter how much I try to block someone out of my life, they find a way to pry back in and be nosy and stick there nose where it does not belong, God I wish everyone would get their "own life"

Can you make this thing private? Anyone know?

because you're only 21 once.

all in all a GREAT birthday. That's all I'm saying in a nutshell, I only took a few photos before I left.










(:

Sunday, September 21, 2008

sillywilly photographs


I just thought that photo was silly; I curled my hair too!

and you can't leave these slippers out, they needed a post. Haha



a fresh start, and a big birthday

I woke up to 7 text messages saying "happy 21st!"-it was great.
Today is my 21st birthday, and so far it's been wonderful. I feel like this is a new stepping stone in my life

In a way I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders by letting go of some things that I felt we're dragging me down. I can honestly say I feel so much better, and happier, I know it and I feel it, and that's all that matters. I have a different outlook on life now, I have people in my life (not many) but a few that mean the so much to me. I've learned the meaning of "independence" and "being yourself" I've grown up, that's how I've changed, I've grown up. I'm realizing the real meaning of life, the high school stage, the high school scene and everything else it out. I'm not saying I'm so much better then everyone else, because that's not it at all. It's just a matter of, with life comes changes, some people take to these changes quicker then others, some people take some time with it. I've realized some things earlier then other's; which is why I'm a different person. And I'm happy.

Tonight will be cute. Everyone and I are going down to Fell's Point to a few bars to celebrate. It will be a great time. I love my dress, I love my shoes. I wanted to bring my new camera downtown with me but it's too big, I'm scared of losing it, and who brings a big camera to a bar. It's just silly. I'll bring the small one. 



I got a new tattoo. It's a song by a band called Sigur Ros. 
The song title is called "Glosoli" which means Glowing Soul in Icelandic (:

-i have a lot of photos of updates. I'll load them soon

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